My husband & I went through an experience many years ago with a well known minister that hurt us very badly. I had always highly respected this man, and it was very disappointing. I became cynical for a period of time and had the attitude of, Show me you're a man of God. Then God gave us a man as our pastor who was the epitome of integrity. Serving under him for several years restored my faith in ministers. Leaders are just like other ministers/men. Some are the best of the best, and some you wish you'd never met. Some are wonderful, and some are not. Becoming cynical is a natural response to being hurt or taken advantage of. But please spend time in prayer and ask God to show you your way out of this attitude. Becoming cynical and seeing the bad side of church/ministers is what led my son away from the Lord. It's a dangerous place to be spiritually, and it lessens your effectiveness as a minister More of Him...less of me.twitter.com/camiracle77www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=691241499&ref=name