Thank you Carolyn.Yes, the accident in March 2015 killed her, it just took 4 years for the resulting complications to do it. She was a feisty fighter.I have never been with a person when they died, and was very relieved to see how peaceful it was for her. Thank you to the rest of you who have called her name and mine in your appeals to the creator. I have been gradually prepared for this by Him, and yet I find myself in a very dark place with no clue what path to take now.Bro Tom Sterbens sent me a link to the first song he has written in over 8 years, and it is so powerful and on point. If you are friends with Tom on FB you can go to his FB page and scroll down to a video where a young lady is dancing ballet style to it. The song was originally titled Wait on the Lord. To most listeners, it is just a sad song. but to anyone in this place I now find myself, it is not. It is comforting. It is reassuring. It is instructive.