I have been a licensed minister since 1986, in three different Pentecostal fellowships. I have never pastored and have received little encouragement and help towards that end. I'm 54. I intended on pastoring. Seemingly, i blinked and 33 flew by. No, I was never a problem for any pastor i served under. It's just that i didn't know how to go to that next step, and nobody seemed interested in helping me. Just be faithful where you are. If God wants you to pastor, it will happen, i was often told. No benchmarks, or steps were given to me to reach that goal. Is this a Pentecostal thing? I've served in churches anywhere from 70to 1000 members. In every case, there were a half a dozen licensed ministers like me attending the church. There never seemed to a focus on mentoring and helping us guys advance. In fact, in some cases it seemed the pastors were afraid of losing us. I'm 54 with a wife and 2 daughters (14 and 10). I'm youthful and energetic for my age. I have been a Spirit-filled Christian since 1980. I have advanced educational qualifications. I am bi-lingual. I am often told that I have unique insights in the word, seeing points that are often overlooked. I put others first. I do not toot my own horn. People that get to know me and see my skills are baffled that I am not pastoring. I literally am weeping as I type this. I cannot accept that it is too late. Jesus Christ is my everything. I want to reach the lost and minister to his precious sheep. But still, I do not know where to start. God help me. (Please forgive my over use of the word I)