I hear you. I, too, have changed over time.But for me the KEY is whether I believe in a literal Jesus who was literally born of a virgin, literally worked miracles, was literally the Son of God, was really crucified for the sins of the world, literally died, literally rose again, literally ascended back to the Father, and will literally come again.Everything else can perhaps be taken as non-literal (though I do take much of it literally), but if you don't take these things about Jesus literally, then we are not literally saved, do not have everlasting life, etc.